Morning of my 3rd day on baseline diet

ok just a quick post..last 2 days felt great, full of energy, hope, smiles....and this morning...all of a sudden it hit me. A friend sent me a evite for a Christmas party..one of the things highlighted was the FOOD part..damn...i cannot go...this morning I'm just feeling a little week...i will not cheat however..i have these pics in my head at this moment with all BAD stuff..I have to take my daughter and son to the clinic this morning and its at a local superstore....and to be honest, I don't know why thinking about it..i just thought how nice it would have been to go into the superstore part(grocery) and get some food...lol

Damn..that's my new word today. shitty on me man. Oh well..im going to make myself go to the gym later this morning to not think about this. I was going to skip it for today, however with me feeling like this, once I bring the kids home i am heading out there..nothing a walk on the treadmill cannot fix... before i head off to work ...I HOPE:-((((((